So Tired...
Sunday, November 01, 2009, it's 10:02 PM.
So tired so so many things that are happening at the same time. Can't seem to trust the people around me anymore.
You know..when I'm pissed I just shout at a person, make sarcastic remarks or simply ignore the person for a while. Think this is more bearable then when I'm disappointed. My heart simply grows cold and numb..and I simply won't be bothered anymore.
My heart feels that way now..it's the same feeling from many years ago before I went on my 10 month hiatus. I am disappointed...